*.* It's Unpredictable... *.*
So many things happened today. There're good news and bad news...
Firstly, I finally passed my Basic Theory Test! I was so scared before and during the test that I kept praying about it. When I completed the test, I kept checking the test over and over again. I didn't even dare to submit the test, afraid that I will see a big red 'FAIL' on the screen. That idea scares me a lot!
Nevertheless, I had to submit my test. I did. And... Walah! Instead of seeing a 'FAIL', I saw a 'PASSED'! I was so excited! Yipee! XD
That's the good news.
The bad news? My darling hamster, Frisby, passed away today... The depressing thing was that I witnessed Frisby lying weakly in the morning before I headed off for my BTT. How 'great' is it right? Having to witness my dying hamster before I take my test...
I had no choice but to leave my house and Frisby for my test. I actually expected to come back home seeing a lifeless hamster after my test.
Surprisingly, when I reached home, Frisby was still breathing but weak. I spent his remaining time together with him. He passed on around 5 plus in the afternoon. He's my last hamster... I'm pet-less now. :(
I find it ironic. I find it ironic that the first time when I took my BTT, on my brother's birthday, I was in a happy mood. But I ended up failing my test and cried the whole day.
Today, I started off the day feeling depressed because of Frisby, and the ironic part is that I passed my BTT.
Well, I know that I cannot compare the 2 situations in this manner. Needless to say, I had put in more effort to prepare for my 2nd attempt. My dad also put in a lot of effort to help me with this test.
I passed my BTT, and I had made him proud~ :)
haiz... Now, after passing my BTT and witnessing Frisby's death, my heart is still going up and down. I'm still scared of something else... still scared of something else... It's blowing my mind, thinking about it everyday. haiz... but I cannot do anything but to wait and see...
FAITH
*BTT Hooray! :D / Frisby misses~ :(*
